I made a new account. Its only for browsing though, even if dA is turning into another Myspace with all the crap being posted nowadays. There are still some decent artists left here. I don't have artwork posted anywhere now...I doubt I'll even post any anytime soon, I just don't feel like it anymore. Don't even want to draw, just look at drawings instead. I dunno if I have art block or what, but it sure is lasting a long time. It's not like anyone is gonna miss my art anyway, wasn't must to look at, I'll admit. But now I have no outlet for what little feelings I have left, which is mostly just the usual anger for meaningless things. I just can't seem to draw anything anymore, there is just nothing in it. Can't help but say it over and over. @_@ Looking at art does stir in me the desire to draw, but its so weak I don't even bother to glance at my sketchpad. Ugh, I've become so pathetic and emo, makes me want to punch someone, or myself even. My negative attitude towards others won't help me either though. I know no one is going to read this, or if they do, they'll prolly just laugh. I just seem to be having so many problems in my head lately. Its like my mind is set against me, I can't stop remembering so much stupid shit and fucked up crap from years ago, its driving me crazy. I like being depressed, but I don't like when my memories fill me with so much rage that I can't let it out. Fuckin' memories...



Well, whatever. I don't have much to say to anyone personally, but if for some odd reason someone feels the need to contact me, my e-mail is the same old one.